September 16, 2006

reflections of a confident secure women

sometimes you just have to take a moment in your life to see were you have been and were you are going. When I look at the last 6 years of my life I've been through a lot of emotional turmoil but it only made me stronger and shaped me into the women I am today. Alhamdulillah!

I don't regret anything I have done in my past or current life, Allah Aleem. Everything happens for reasons. You meet people to get through things or to go through things; you get hurt to learn from your mistakes or other peoples mistakes. You grow, you learn and you achieve.

My life is very satisfying yes indeed; but there is something lacking that I've always needed and it's a companion; one to watch over me and be there during difficult times; one to just be my best friend and not judge me. I need a companion not to complete me but to fulfill my needs of starting a family. I am complete and I don't want someone to "own" me as I own myself, but I want someone willing and ready to start a journey into beautiful married life; maybe not right now but soon, Inshallah.

Reality is difficult to swallow but that's how reality is; you can't assume this life is going to be easy and you definitely can't assume marriage and family are going to make anything easier. But I do know I am ready to start my married life and a family in the near future. I haven't been more confident about ME and secure in my life than I am right now. Alhamdulillah!

My life is currently going so well; I'm moving into my own place, I soon should be getting a raise at work; my mom's healthy ALHAMDULILLAH, Ramadan's starting soon, Inshallah; just so many beautiful things going so well in my life I can never deny the beauty and bounty of Allah. I am in the best place emotionally and mentally; never have I felt such blessings than I do now! Alhamdulillah!

Posted by Jen :: 9/16/2006 07:40:00 AM :: 0 Comments:

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