September 12, 2005

poetry

during time I sit here blind
not knowing what truly hurts me

but knowing what truly needs to happen
too scared to move on

too lonely to think of moving on
help me or fix me so I can love again
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so much love is held in my heart for somone I can't be with
so much love is held in my heart for someone I can't see
so much love is held in my heart for someone I don't even know

will it be you? sharing your love with me, I am ready please...
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how do I believe in you when you can't believe in me
I followed you for so many years and now my shadow follows me
what shall I do here without you?

life is so empty but its what I make it
whether here with me or not
I know I loved thee
I know I gave my whole heart and soul to thee

how do I believe in you when your not standing here right by me
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you took everything my spark in my beautiful blue eyes gone
my smile so bright now so dull
my heart so warm now so cold
my hands so soft now so hard
my emotions are so deep like the ocean
you took everything my spark in my beautiful blue eyes gone
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My mind is in a deep emotion
can you feel the comotion
in the locomotion
hehe ;)

Posted by Jen :: 9/12/2005 09:07:00 PM :: 0 Comments:

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September 03, 2005

Effiel Tower Vs. Minar-e-Pakistan

Well I have to say I went to Pakistan and Paris and found it interesting between the two towers!! They are very alike and yet so different too! I think its fascinating the architecture in both Paksitan and Paris. I am an Interior Designer so those things totally interest me! I have to say staying in Pakistan was a life changing experience that I will have in my heart always! I love Pakistan and I love Paris. I thought having both towers together would be cool to see...mind you this is my own photography! I love travelling! ;)

Posted by Jen :: 9/03/2005 05:31:00 PM :: 0 Comments:

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This is the effiel tower in Paris! :) 

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This is Minar-e-Pakistan in Lahore, Pakistan 

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September 02, 2005

September 2, 2005

WOW!! Its already September!! This year is going by really fast! Today I worked and got home and ended up watching this story about Mother Teresa and it made be think that I am truly selfish, after seeing all the things she was capable of doing made me want to help out some way in life...

I mean a lot of people sit around complaining about something someone in another country would love to have...its just so completely sad...I wish I could do more than what I already do...I wish I could be big and help out a lot...I just don't know how.. :(

Posted by Jen :: 9/02/2005 11:42:00 PM :: 0 Comments:

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